Consider me obsessed haha?

Not much of a question, but more wanting of your opinion =] Obviously, if you've seen my many questions about ONE guy xD, I'm pretty much obsessed. Boy and girl, girl loves boy, boy loves girl, boy doesn't want to date girl, girl still loves him, girl and boy very close. That was a short recap xD. Well, i don't know. I love that kid a lot, it's not imaginable [[as claimed by many other girls towards a guy]] but I know so much about him, it's not funny. Favorites, time he wakes up, his best friends, sillly aint it? So my real question, if a question at all, who are we to each other? we're not dating, but yet we pretty much are. We say i love you to eachother tons. He was actually the first person I would I come to when I'm overly emotional, happy sad mad, those. He's the first person I told that my best guy friend [[besides him]] died. And he helped me continue, no matter how many times I just want to hurt myself v.v